| the joy you bring to the simple things in my life |
[28 Mar 2005|07:32pm] |
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man has it been awhile for this thing. september of last year to be in fact. but here i go....
today i buried my great grandfather. he was such a HUGE part of my life and now it feels like i'm closing that chapter, i'm now a new me...all simply because of the passing of a wonderful man. today was emotional, but being me, i kept my composure for the most part. i wrote him a letter and slipped it in his pocket. i am so lucky for the fact that i got to have him for so many years. most people can't say that about their great grandparents. and he was SO active and nothing like you'd expect a 90 something year old to be. just simply amazing. he played hide and seek with me....the only adult to ever do so. wow, so much. and i was the last person he told he told he loved...and that makes me smile. and now that the seed has been planted he's up there smiling the biggest he's ever....this all make me content.
in other news my life is starting to pick up and be more awesome than it has in a loooong while. i have had so many weights lifted off my shoulders lately. so many. of course there are still several things i continue to work at or will soon that will make it even better. i get to share my days with a special friend again and that's beyond neat. crazy as well. i wish i could just be hit in the had with a stick and told "the past is the past"...and believe that of course...then all would be right. why must i let things linger....ehhhh. but yes, life is treating me well.
i just recieved a neat easter present. sweetness.
and i must note that i look very adult today....for whatever reason. i think it's my funeral clothes...but it's neat considering i look 16 most of my days.
on to bowl and get my mind off todays sadness.
1,2,3
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[27 Sep 2004|03:13pm] |
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i'm at the library and they have made it to where i can't access the blog area on myspace. so i'm resorting to this livejournal i haven't updated in months.
earlier this morning i was freaking out("gel" if you know what i mean), but somehow...everything has turned out wonderful and this day is very lovely.
i had a 2nd interview. it went well but i won't know anything for sure until tomorrow.
i move on wednesday. if anyone wants to help me haul stuff over to the west end area that would be amazing.
my mom is still being super awesome.
i feel wonderful.
oh yes, and my hair is now a lucious dark chocolate brown.
i've been having amazing nights. if you can put up with my odd ways of having fun and my love for certain music, you will be loved by me forever.
speaking of which i got to watch some vh1 classics at my parents house yesterday.
the season has changed and so am i. changed. but for the better. i was thinking how not too long ago barry told me he thought i'd grown into a lovely person and matured...and right after that i went out and went crazy. i felt bad about it. but now i know that he just saw what i could be, and now i'm living that. and i miss him the most.
ok, still lots of packing to do. i must get on it.
love,
celeste
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[14 Aug 2004|05:58pm] |
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life is one crazy ride for me right now.
i love it.
i love not taking everything so seriously. unless it need be of course.
so brynnes last night was fun as usual. EXCEPT garland bit the shit out of me. and i have a huge bruise the size of a baseball on my arm. and a tiny bruise above that the "rockabilly" stuart gave me. evil evil boys.
so i felt like crap this morning. poo i say. the reason being because someone asked me to do one simple little thing...and i was 34 minutes late. 34 minutes. ahhh...so that sucked...living room furniture is gone...oh yes, and beware if you have cats...they pull random shit out of nowhere and hide it under your furniture...then people come to take it...and there's all this random weird shit there, probably making you look , um, odd. atleast it was chelsea's weird shit...but they didn't know that. and yeah...so morning, boo.
i did manage to clean a shit ton and make things nice at the apartment. excellent.
i'm sick. won't get better. ehhh...out of heart medication, THIS IS NOT GOOD...i'm going to die. nice knowing you.
the bank wants 700 dollars from me because they are gay. they waited to post a weeks worth of my transactions until my check went through and so it put me in the hole a whole buncha cash flow. lame. banks are evil. they are always screwing me!
hmmm, i haven't been taking afternoon naps....which has proven to be both good and bad. good that i don't oversleep for anything...but bad because i'm worn out.
yeah.
enough. i wanted to go out for someone's bday tonight...but i think people are angry with me. we'll see......
and here's a sample report on yours truly:
Section 1: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
At heart you are very gentle, impressionable, and receptive -a dreamer. The world of your imagination, feelings, and intuition is as real to you as anything in the outer world, though you may have trouble verbalizing or interpreting your inner experiences in a way others can understand. Mystical, artistic, musical, emotional and imaginative, you have a rich inner life, though you may seem rather unobtrusive and quiet outwardly. You usually keep to yourself.
Section 2: Mental Interests and Abilities
You are more of a poet than a rational scientist, for your mind does not function in a strictly logical, linear fashion. The language of music, art, or poetry is natural to you, and you are also able to think in highly abstract and symbolic terms. Translating your thoughts and impressions into concrete, everyday language may be difficult for you at times and consequently you may appear less intelligent or at least less quick-witted and verbal than others. This was especially true of you as a child, and you probably daydreamed a good deal also. You are intuitive and are able to sense what others' thoughts and feelings are, even before they say anything to you. You often form an opinion about a person or situation without much factual knowledge of them, and your impressions are usually correct. You can be somewhat absent-minded and you become so immersed in your own thoughts that you overlook things in your immediate, tangible environment. You are extremely open-minded and believe that anything is possible. Intangible or spiritual forces seem just as real to you as anything in the concrete world. Your imagination and your sympathetic understanding of other people are two of your greatest gifts.
-celeste
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[10 Aug 2004|10:09am] |
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again....do i even begin?
i'm at the library right now, awaiting lunch with my nana.
no sleep...day 129839723.
my head is not in the right place right now. sometimes i really have to stop and say "what the fuck were you thinking?"
part of me feels like my actions lately have totally not been me...and i feel like shit...becoming and doing things i never thought i would in a million years...and then on the other hand i feel like i am an adult and can do whatever the hell i want to at the time.
basically....i'm just confused.
and i think that i should start reminding myself that if i feel like i don't know what the hell i'm doing....i probably shouldn't do it.
ugh...i know this doesn't make any sense.
i apologize.
i may appear to be a lush these days...but i was told it was a phase and it will pass....SO LET ME HAVE MY FUN!!!
i'm really sick. someone gave me a cold and i don't appreciate it.
i absolutely have to get a real journal...that not a single person but i can have access too...
ok...on to that lunch.
oh yes and it's brynnes b-day which is going to prove for an awesome night!
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[04 Aug 2004|11:17pm] |
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last night was so much fun.
i want more of those nights.
the end.
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[03 Aug 2004|05:50am] |
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so so much to say...
and yet still...i won't say it all.
i am awake...as usual...however, i did try going to bed at 9:30. then i woke up. at 12. no matter how hard i try...or how sleepy i may be...i just can't seem to sleep at night. i am a night owl...which reminds me of ben harper because he got all those silly songs stuck in my head the other night...and the little river band has a song titled night owls. yeah.
today, today...i must get my tags renewed. ugh...i don't want to. it always takes so much time, and just annoys the piss out of me. i also must do some bill paying and errands, etc. no time for sleep anytime soon.
later tonight will consist of some alcohol and bowling. always a great combination...too bad i won't have a certain competition there. i will enjoy beating people at the game of bowling though. even though i have a weird way of bowling...i guess i can admit to being decent.
wow...so i have all sorts of thoughts running through this head of mine. some i don't know what to do with...
confused, yet content.
yesterday consisted of getting super sweaty at the park, though i never sweat...losing my keys in the park and searching endlessly for them. with the dogs of course. gus had a good day. i wore his ass out. he is super awesome. mikl is cool...even more so when his tounge is hanging out...just because you never see him do that, but today that was not the case. mikl and gus got along pretty well, that was nice. gus is such a beast compared to that little guy though. OK! enough talk of the poochies. so i also had lunch with my mother and stepfather. that was nice. i got new wheel covers for the right side of my car since someone stole them. no more ghetto right side. i spent too much money later in the evening with christy. i have been spending too much money lately. must stop. must stop now.
i'm so happy for someone. they know who they are. but yes...excitement.
i love my life right now. there's so much that HAS to get in order...but i'm still living it up. tennessee wants me to stay so bad...i see what it's doing to me...
i love knowing things about someone and them having no clue i know. so then when they try to be smooth and act silly...i just think of these things and laugh inside for hours.
sometimes i wonder why i make myself into such a good girl. why can i not bring myself to meaninglessly make out with someone. i know it's a good thing, a respectable thing...but i do crave action every once in a blue moon. just no where to express that.
who am i kidding....i like being a good girl...there aren't many of us left.
this entry of "nothing" is turning into a long one. apologies. sorry to take up space with nothing.
i am hungry all the damn time. and so i eat all the damn time. i love food. i think it's my favorite thing ever.
what else do i want to say....
crushcrushcrush.
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| even the nights are better |
[01 Aug 2004|03:59pm] |
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last night....was loads of fun. if only every freakin' day were like yesterday...the world would be right.
so...i feel so guilty...i'm in the habit of making plans with four people at the same time, and not realizing it until they call and see if i'm still coming or almost there. i have no intentions of doing that...but it seems to keep happening. makes me feel like poo...and want to hide, fearing that friends are going to be pissed and ahhhh! but...i think everyone needs to know that they should not call me anytime between the hours of 8 am and 2 pm. because i will make plans while half asleep and then forget. SORRY OK!!
um...there's so much more i want to discuss...but i haven't the time right now.
just know that if i've made plans with you recently...and had to flake out for some reason or another...i sincerely apologize.
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[26 Jul 2004|07:06am] |
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i decided to write...
someone please tell me next time i say "oh i'm not using livejournal anymore" that i'm full of shit. do it!
wow, so things lately have been super insane. my head is all over the place. i'm the most confused person i've ever been. and i confuse people. and i have no intent of doing so...it just happens. and i feel awful for that. but can i change it? i think not. it's part of me, always has been.
ahhhh, what am i rambling about?
the simple point is that i do not know what i want. i just know that i want to have fun.
i don't have romantic feelings for anyone. sometimes i think i have a "crush", but if that person were to put the moves on me, i would give them the cold shoulder, and be freaked out. i am insane. and i don't want to lead people on, and i don't mean to, honestly.
i've realized lately, that there are only two people in the world i know, that i'm completely comfortable being myself around. completely. those two are not the ones i wish they were, but nothing i can do about that either. but yes, they are the only ones who could get past first base with me. and not because i still feel for them, but because i'd be comfortable.
what the fuck is wrong with me?
sorry, i just wanted to make it clear that i have no romantice feelings for anyone...i just want to freakin' hang out and that be that.
i'm getting in my old habits of finding flaws...this kept me safe for a long while, but isn't fair to others. hate it.
i am suddenly very angry that i'm not in california yet.
i'm about to have my family beating me.
a really bad thought just ran through my head, shame on me.
ugh! i've been having so much fun lately, i just wish things weren't taking so fucking seriously.
enough for now.
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| C | Charismatic | | E | Exciting | | L | Lazy | | E | Enjoyable | | S | Sultry | | T | Tasty | | I | Intelligent | | A | Adventurous | | L | Legendary |
Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com
i'm no longer using this livejournal for my thoughts and rants.
however, i will come here to post silly things and just to keep in touch with all you others and dig into your personal lives, mwuahhahaha!
love love,
celeste
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| it's gonna take a little time... |
[06 Jul 2004|02:40am] |
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and everything is going to work out fine. everything is going to be ok.
tonight was enjoyable hanging out with christy and helping her clean. and discussing how we both always get ourselves in stressful situations. and her telling me she thinks everything is going to work out for me. and pizza. and a friend. it was wonderful.
then of course i had my waffle house coffee where i wrote down everything that needs to be done asap. i have SO much to do, so little time.
my step aunt rules the world. she is my life saver at the moment.
i forgot to mention that i started a fire in the apartment the other day. i tried cooking something in the microwave that you just don't cook in microwaves. my dog was going crazy and i had no idea why....i simply turned around to see the kitchen in heavy smoke and flames coming from the microwave. yeah, so besides destroying the microwave and it taking about 5 hours for the smoke to clear through the windows...everything was ok.
um, what else....my dog just broke chelsea's lamp...and her kittens are demons!!! well, just marm's i think.
yeah, everything's ok.
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[04 Jul 2004|02:03am] |
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so if you don't want to read a sad, sob fest....consider yourself warned.
i have to stop acting. it's becoming too much of a task. i can't keep pretending everything's ok, and that i am ok. i am not ok. i can't pretend like things don't bother me...when they rightfully should, just to not look like i can't handle it. i can't. i've spent my life trying to hold in feelings, to not let others see me down...it's hasn't helped me, and it's not helping now. but then again...so what if i show people...they can't help me. really, nobody has the answer for me. nobody. and i can't think of a single person who would truly care. actually, i guess i could think of a few, but i have no choice but to continue hiding what's really going on from them. just for their sake. is anyone getting that i'm speaking of my grandmother...yeah, that is who i'd be talking about. who else. nobody. just her. i mean, i know people care about me, but not to the extent that i need to be cared for...except her of course.
it's really sad when you come to realize that you can't rely on anyone for anything. i can't rely on people to be honest with me, i can't rely on people to do the things they say they are going to do....i can't even rely on my best friend to call me and invite me somewhere when they know i'd want to go, and that i'd been sitting at home alone all day. nothing.
to speak truthfully...i haven't many friends. i have some that you "call" that...but they aren't. they don't care enough to be my friend. i have my grandmother...and then a few others. very few.
and you know what...i'm not sorry for this entry. i don't give a flying fuck if it's a typical pity entry. because this is nothing but truth. and that's that.
and usually i say i trust not a single person but myself...i don't even trust myself. well, i do when it comes to getting in a bad situation....i CAN rely on my stupid ways to do that.
and bad situations it is. deep shit. too deep that my young self shouldn't even be worrying with...but alas i'm in it up to my waist.
when you get to an all time low...how the hell do you not think bad thoughts? people can say...that's silly, it's nothing to feel that way over...but they don't know. no, that's right...you have no idea what i'm going through.
and now maybe i will allow myself to cry in front of people...but i'm still sure to not spill my soul.
i want to be out of here now...that's it. just get me the fuck out.
i'm just tired.
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[28 Jun 2004|01:23pm] |
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copying brandi, here's my luuuuuuv profile....
Pisces - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
You're very tuned into your lover's feelings - and always doing something caring.
Sweetness - you're the most romantic person your parnter has ever met.
You get easily swept away and are a total delight to fall in love with.
Your negative traits:
You are super duper sensitive and find it hard to get out of a sad mood.
It's difficult for you to tell your sweetie no, even when you should.
You often tell your partner what they want to hear, instead of being honest.
Your ideal partner:
Is straight from a fairy tale - the man or woman of your dreams
Is a total romantic, with an artistic or creative side
Loves to express their love to you, in all sorts of unique ways
Your dating style:
Dreamy. You like traditional romantic dates, like picnics in the park and candlelight dinners.
Your seduction style:
Fearless - you try what your parnter suggests, no matter how unusual.
Loving. You'll take your pleasure second, if necessary.
Internal. A lot of your enjoyment takes place within your head.
Tips for the future:
Be more realistic. Your romantic ideal is nice, but it may just not happen.
Let go of your fear of rejection - it's holding you back from being with your true love.
Open yourself up to a new love. The person you think you want make not be the one..
Best place to meet someone online:
Platinum Romance - singles who value love, romance, and caring relationships as much as you do
Best color to attract mate: Seafoam green
Best day for a date: Friday
Get your free love profile at Blogthings.
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-c
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| monday, monday.... |
[27 Jun 2004|01:18am] |
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so tonight was alright i must say...atleast i got out of the house for most of the day and evening!!!
this of course put me in way better spirits.
so if everything goes as planned on monday....i will officially be moving to california around the last week of july. keep my fingers crossed...pray pray pray.
the hardest thing, is going to be breaking this news to my family, who are sure to FREAK out. i mean, you have my mom and stepdad who will freak out in the sense of bitching, blah, blah. then you have my grandmother who will be more like on a balling/worry/commit suicide rampage. but, this is what will ultimately make me happy, and therefor, i can't let anything hold me back....anything...not even my nana who worships me like none other.
ok, so i also have to break the news to chels....this will be difficult. but again, i have to do it for me...i CAN'T stay here...i'm not strong when it comes to waiting patiently...it literally drives me insane.
so does anyone have a yard that i could use for a yard sale? dead serious. i have SO much shit that needs to be taken care of. afterall, all i'm taking with me is clothes, other personal things, and my dog. that's it.
or if anyone is interested in any of the following:
a VERY nice queen bedroom suite
tables
sofa, recliner, and a rocking recliner thing...they all match, yes.
and you know what...thats the only big stuff i can think of...and oh yes, the bed will come with a 1 year old mattress and box springs...very nice as well.
haha, let me know.
and now i must begin cleaning out all the random shit i have....i'm such a pack rat and need to have this stuff be gone!
ok, so still impatient about waiting a month...but hey, one month til' total happiness...i think i can somehow manage.
IF monday works out!!! please pray for me on that!! just pray that celeste's monday works out. thank you.
ok, off to shower!
-c
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| take this bottle.... |
[24 Jun 2004|02:49am] |
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earlier today was somewhat eventful...not really anything of great interest but still something...
as far as tonight goes...nothing. a bunch of blah.
honestly...i really don't understand how to be happy here...someone with wonderful advice please let me know...i mean, we can talk on the phone 24 hours of the day and it's just not satisfying enough...i need him in the physical sense...god lord...i really can't handle it.
sorry i keep saying this over and over, but it's the only thing on the brain.
so i have been spending my whole night applying for flight attendant positions based out of la. all night...and racking my brain on how i can come up with atleast 2000 dollars that would allow me to move there right at this very moment...it leaves me with enough to pay off my title loan, and my rent thats left. and a little extra. hello...2000 dollars please. i played the lottery tonight in hopes of winning some cash...i won 7 bucks...well 2 actually since i spent 5.
i should have done what colby suggested in the first place...which was just to sell my car, get another cheaper one, and then have a ton of money for the move, and the first months rent, etc. why did i not listen? sometimes i just am retarded....
so i need to get 200 hundred extra dollars, not including my money i already need for bills and stuff, by next month so that i can purchase another ticket and fly there next month as well. has to be done...no way around it...no way.
please...there has to be someone with money to spare.
ok, so tomorrow i need to go find something that holds some optimistic cash flow.
yes.
and i'll be ok, but fucking shit man, i want my tummy kisses now.
so a faith no more cd, coffee and cigaretts are keeping me sane at the moment...i was considering drinking alone to pass some time...hmmm. probably not a good idea but you never know.
sorry guys.
i'll try to be more cheerful next time.
-celeste
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[22 Jun 2004|01:38pm] |
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just got back.
cry.cry.cry.
i had a major moment when i saw colby drive away. called my mom balling. i had another major moment on the plane...people were like "are you ok"....and another when my stepdad picked me and asked me about things. and now another, here in front of this computer.
i ate lunch with my stepdad...and just called my mom sad so i'm going over to her work to have some company.
i pick gus up at like 5. thank god...i need him.
this apartment is so lonely...i need chels too.
so unfair....why does there have to be so many miles between what i want and need?
this past week, was the best ever. seriously.
i love colby so incredibly much. i can't even express it the way i maybe should...it's just way too overwhelming. we had fun...and now i'm already bored...and craving colby time.
good god, i really can't deal.
now it's back to nashville reality and bills and NOTHING.
ok, i guess i should just stop, for i am way to upset to type.
on to meet my mother.
-celeste
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[21 Jun 2004|02:24pm] |
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so i'm getting slighty depressed. ok, not slightly...but VERY!
i don't really even know what to say besides that i absolutely do not want to leave here.
i love all these guys so much. and of course am in love with one of them.
thousands of miles away.
not cool.
but i must say that i seriously have had one of the best weeks in my life. and i really didn't even do THAT much stuff....it's just them.
and now i shall go cry.
see ya tomorrow in nashville. boo.
-celeste-
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[19 Jun 2004|11:30am] |
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i do not want to leave. i mean i still have 3 days....but still. it's going to suck more than anything ever possibly.
la is where i belong. for many reasons.
i have experienced a ton of new things since i've been here. not just the city you see...but something more incredible.
i wish i didn't over analyze everthing. i shouldn't. i always create something thats not really there. then, i inturn, punish others. this will be stopped. i guess i shouldn't say i always. more like i do now. just because of obvious reasons from the past. but that is no excuse. SO STOP CELESTE! stop reading into nothing. jeez....
i just talked to chels, she is almost to florida. hope she has fun. i'm going to miss her when i return and she is gone. but i'll have my gus. but not chels....and not the one person i NEED, for he will remain here, and i will have to wait about 3 months before i can get to have him by my side everyday. man alive....not looking forward to that.
something so embarassing happened to me last night. it's actually not bothering me as much as i expected it to. and atleast it was in front of chris, and that deserves a THANK GOD. for if it were anyone else, i'd probably pee myself. and never live it down.
oooh, somethings in life are just so amazing...
hmmm, the guys apartments are really nice. it's so crazy. because if you know them, you'd probably never guess they live here. ya know.
i miss these. i don't want to leave!!!!!!
colby is off with miles giving plasma....he needs to hurry back for there are things to be done today. like wandering around hollywood, and going to santa monica pier.
i feel so good right now. i have been so wonderful at not being self concious. i mean....just better than usual. i feel hot. yes sir. thanks to mr.wonderful.
i don't know if i could get any better at this moment. my lord....i don't know when the last time i felt this way was....probably never.
overwhelmed...
i'm sorry...for being silly and for being vaque. and for rambling on.
i'm just the happiest. indeed.
i heard a classic prince song....sweet. "23 positions in a one night stand"...prince is hot.
ok, on to bask in the wonderful la and in my delight.
love,
celeste
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[16 Jun 2004|09:28pm] |
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so i got to la yesterday. fun indeed.
almost missed my flight...the taking off and landing was fun...everything inbetween was boring. i tried sleeping, didn't work...and 4 hours seems like an eternity when you're just sitting. but yeah, descending is great, tummy tickles like rollercoasters. woohoo. the lax is a TON busier than nashville and i guess this means i should get there like 2 hours early next tuesday, maybe earlier, seeing as how i was an hour early in nashville and almost missed it. yikes. this means 4 am.
so far everything rules. i just love big cities. seriously can't get enough. the traffic of course is horrid. well, not really, but they don't have turn signals on the traffic lights on most roads. just strange to me.
i'm so silly.
so we were supposed to go to the beach today but it was overcast and kinda chilly. so tomorrow indeed.
tonight, hollywood.
i haven't slept in like 24 hours and it's not a problem.
however, i have barely eaten anything. i keep going and getting food, but for some reason i can't eat it. and it seems everything around here is mexican...i can't deal. and expensive. i just need a cracker barrel damnit!
so something got strange earlier...i don't know if i should even worry with it...i mean i just don't like secrecy....makes me think bad thoughts.
also something amazing happened earlier as well. thats all that can be said.
hmmm, it's really cold in here.
i'm almost out of money already. sad and scary...i need focus groups!!!!
so i hope gus is ok, i miss him like no other....i checked on him yesterday and all was well...i'll call tomorrow too.
now i must go and prepare to leave.
beautiful.
-celeste-
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[15 Jun 2004|05:33am] |
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something is wrong with me this evening...
i slept from 9:30 til about 2:30 all the while dreaming of someone i shouldn't be...thinking about things that USED to be great...and i don't know....it's just really odd. i mean, completely beyond it so why all of a sudden are these dreams and thoughts popping up? and i cried. ugh, and i'm crying now....i seriously don't get it. i don't.
my plane leaves in like 4 hours.
i should be happy. i am, i am...but jeez....i'm really emotional at the moment.
i think i've been broken for a long time. i don't know if i were ever together...but i feel like someone just needs to mend me...then i'll be ok for good.
i miss gus. i'm sure he's just running around ambers yard playing with the others....i miss him so much right now though. i'm calling first thing when i get in la to check on him.
theres still a ton of things i need to do before i leave. but no, i'm online...
ok, time to do a little praying and finish up my chores before i take off.
i will have a wonderful time though...no doubt.
love,
celeste
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